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Thursday, September 28, 2006
what more can i sae ? .. after all there is nothing much left fer me .. i just wanna leave here .. and lead a peacful life somewhere else .. in a lakehouse next to a mountain ..
2:32 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
just like a bubble it was meant to burst .. life is strange .. complicated .. grown up so much frm tis pass year.. so much all of us have gone through .. sorrow happiness hardship do we learn .. dere is always a chance fer everyting to happen .. so do not just assume .. maybe it is best tis way now .. but we do not noe wad the future lies .. so be strong .. and live life .. tink sucide is the best way? once, i tot of it. now it seems silly how i wish everyting could be normal again .. but no longer can it happen .. we can make do wif what we have now .. it will still be the same but somehow differnt.. the contradiction in life .. the irony to live ..
so what the heart shattering to a billion pieces gotta piece it slowly back togther again .. bit by bit .. findin oneself again .. findin how to love and live life again .. it would will eventually heal and close but scar would be dere. forever it is how u learn to live and cope wif it tt is impt and not hang suspended in time ..
just be happy everyone nothin much i sae now can make a differnce period.
3:25 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
you just you.. i can give myself up fer you .. laughter cries shout smiles ..
sometimes i wonder.. all that has been said .. issit true? ..
12:34 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
stay over at kelly's hse .. just the fun i need now ..
8:21 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
if i were to tell u tis .. i wonder wad will happen .. pondering .. just pondering ..
sometimes sitting down to chat just brings back loads of tings
9:44 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
y cant nobody undertstand .. i just cant study in sch .. everyting dere is so useless .. onli when i mug and dun understand will i find my teachers .. the past 2 years .. even in sec sch .. i doubt i was learning much in sch .. i gussed im just too relient on tution .. in the pasy everyting was taught by my tution teacher.. guess i gt so used to 1 to 1 .. i cant study as a class .. concentrate or pay attention fer too long .. wad we do in class -- joking playin toking .. lessons go so slow and everyone jokin .. how can i concentate den ? .. i noe i'm no angel .. i noe i'm not smart .. all these may be excuses but im trying my best .. i noe i can stay home and mug myself .. away frm all those stress-play-jokes .. so y doesnt any1 realise tt .. exams arent far away.. and sch is like til 6 everyday .. where will i get the strength to study after tt .. i dun mind gg to sch if it ends at like 12 like the rest .. but mine is just so horrendous .. zapping every bit of energy out of mi .. muggin to the wee hrs wun help as faitgue will set in the nxt day .. so how? .. i dunno .. i must go to sch? .. bullshit ... everyone .. all of u . gg crazy soon . make my headspin
9:47 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
the unpredictability .. how everyting can change in an instant .. dere goes my weekend again .. the muggin weekend we're having for so long .. i lonng fer it .. i wish it would come sonner .. im tired.. exhausted .. how studyin wif dem make mi like mugging .. the web of tots around ..
i just wanna travel round the world .. to the place wif lights in th skies at nite .. rae told mi its in canada .. i wanna go to antartica .. see the penguins and polars .. i wanna be at the carribeans .. i wish i hope ..
7:13 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
yesterady nite was great .. it had been a long time since .. everyone except jia was dere .. chattin slacking winning ! ... haha .. was like old times .. but how times are so unreal .. another 2 mths we'll have As .. just a short period to relieve our stress .. A
10:43 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hey .. i guess im no stressed .. but im more frustrated .. i am so annoyed .. i feel so much anguish inside mi .. y cant every1 just leave mi alone .. let mi study at on my own .. my own pace .. my own will .. where i wan .. when i wan .. i am so angry .. i am so depressed .. any1 out dere.. help mi .. im gonna die soon ..
11:57 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
for all the decisions i made .. tis shall be one of the most impt ..
went townin just now .. realised i am a mountain tortoise man .. still deres tings out dere i hvaen seen . ha .. fer now .. i'll concentrate on studying .. cyas .. happy muggin =)
8:59 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
today was somewhat special .. a gathering marked the end of holis .. mh kelly mel boon ernest shing des mi .. somehow it was strange ..
and my house is in a mess after a week of study .. was sick fer the whole week . spoiled my entire plans .. cant believe i studied wif mel and often wif mh the whole week .. the rest drops by once in a while ..
finally winning would end .. as ps is finally gone ..
strange it seems i didnt get to see some ppl . well .. still coughin my way thorugh the nite .. i shall end tis holi .. a fruitful and memorable one .. one wif full of muggin.. full of winning and full of jokin ..
good luck guys fer yr prelims .. study hard shing fer yr promo .. =)
2:30 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
the countless of dreams these past nites .. how real all seems .. have realli showed mi a new dimension .. maybe i should drop off tis hope .. or minimise it .. else i would remain stagnant here forever .. should i or shouldnt i ..
11:21 PM
for once, i realli feel like givin up ..
1:27 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
happy birthday shi ying !! ... =)
12:49 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i was havig fever thses few days .. wad i dun like to be sick is the weariness .. hah .. had couple of funni dreams these past nites .. saw many ppl in it .. cool man .. hah .. well .. been muggin to a great extent .. learning to forget much and contine .. expectation of my life is high .. and i will strive to get to .. i will not hang suspended here .. in tis desolated .. place im in now .
i hope i'll that the someday will come .. now i got to concentrate on my studies .. i'll slowly strive hard fer tt special someting . but den .. it is oso up to the one
9:45 AM
see how life is so unpredictable .. just in an instant .. he died ... the past adventures which were so much more deadly .. he survived .. realli . watchin he as i grow up .. his braverly to educate ppl .. his courage to catch snakes crocs .. just to teach ppl round the world bout animals .. and den .. he just died .. so suddenly .. out of the love of his daughter .. yes .. piereced through his heart .. the barb of a stingray .. no longer can he produce such entertaining shows .. yes .. its steve irwin goodbye .. you'll not be forgotton ..
4:34 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
i dun tink i'll look much into it .. but yup ... i failed my prelims .. ppl sae it determines yr As ..
well i duno . i seriusly dunno .. im loST .. the word LOST .. even miss ho said tt .. everyting in a whirl ..
i tot i put everyting into place. yet it was the self denial tt set it .. by letting go .. wad must i set free .. onli myself noes justice .. but i realli cant find tt ans ..
i guess no1 would understand mi .. not even anyone close .. cause i dun even understand myself .. i dun even noe dem .. i realised i failed miserably .. so what if i keep deciving ppl .. i noe inside mi everyting is in a mess ..
no more time line .. no more deadline .. i'll slowly try to find "him" back .. the lost mi ..
1:49 AM
The Insane
Shaun
Seventeen
2nd June 88
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